Thursday, September 15, 2011

Sebenarnya aku


Sbnrnya aku taktau tuhan nak uji aku mcm ni sbb apa ?

Aku tak cukup kuat utk hadap semua ini. SERIOUSLY TAK CUKUP KUAT.

Bila aku kata aku nak salahkan emak aku, nti derhaka pula.

Tapi salah aku juga jahanam di matrkulasi.

Tapi kenapa kwn aku pointer lebih kurang mcm aku dpt uitm sri iskandar course finance pula tu.

Kenapa ?

Ke ikut nasib dan rezeki ? Ini yg aku rasa nak give up ni.

Kenapa perlu tak adil begini ?

Tapi kenapa mak aku pergi ubah rayuan aku elok elok aku dh apply rayuan di Sabah dan Sarawak.

Tapi kenapa mak aku tlg applykan UPU hari tu di U sekitar lembah Klang dah tahu pointer aku rendah ?

KENAPA EMAK SUKA KONGKONG SEMUANYAHH DARIPADA SPM HARI TU ?

KENAPA EMAK YG PILIHKAN COURSE COURSE DAN DAN U MANA DARIPADA LEPAS SPM HARI TU SMPAI LA KE IJAZAH.

Kenapa kak long nak masuk Poli mak suruh pilih matrik ?

Kenapa mak paksa kak long mcm ni ?

Kak long seorang yg lambat pickup ssh nak bljar di tmpt yg pndai klu kak long ssh nak pick up sesuatu benda.

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Dan kenapa aku salahkan emak aku pula ?

Maaf emak, kak long cuma terasa, kak long ni anak sulong yg tak berguna.

Kan ?

Dan skrng ni mcm mana kak long nak bgtau emak yg kak long tak dpt mana mana.
Takut nak bgtahu emak dan ayah.

Skrng emak nak hntar swasta ? Taknak kan ?

Nak suruh kak long apply dip balik ? Okayh.

Maaf padgie, kita tak blh nak buat entry spesel psl awk hari ni. Sorry sgt sgt. Tgk la apa yg terjadi ni :/


4 comments:

  1. aku turut simpati la syg.
    ssh kan kita sbgai anak niyh. klu melawan derhaka nmenya. mngkin semua niyh ada hikmah kowt

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  2. sama laaa kita awakkk !!!! sedeyyynyeeee xdpt !!!!!!! huwarghhhh ~~~~~

    :'(

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  3. Alaaaa sabar laa akak. Kawan yg degree masuk bilik saya kawan dia lagi laaa pointer 3.7 takdapat mana-mana? Banyak berdoa and berserah jee utk yang kedua ni Insya-ALLAH dapat :')

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  4. Dear My Gorgeous Diyanah Rodzi,

    I’m really sad to hear that you didn’t get the advance possessed of IPTA. But heeeeeeyyyy! You you! Please chill my dear. There must be something hidden behind the test. I know how sad you’re to face all this, by your own. Hmm but at least you still have the chance to take the degree. IPTA of course have their second intake right? How about the IPTS? IPTS are not that worst!
    Trust me, being in the course that you don’t like doesn’t make a sense I think. It will make you more hurt one day. The degree level needs you to invest. I mean you have to borrow that sucks PTPN. Hmm I know you must be in jealousy mood to see your friends are taking their degree now. I know. Hmm, Allah knows the best for you.
    Maybe Allah knows that you’re not ready to struggle. Who knows? Or maybe when you’re not in home, who else will iron the clothes? Heee Trust me, what you need now is Doa. Take Care. Love youuu Rodzay!

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